Spoiled rotten. On mothers day I got Lady million perfume AND an iphone 4! And spoiled of course with wining and dining and love from Mark ^__^ And gorgeous clothes from my mom <3 And I’m not even a mother! blessed.

It’s true. I think I am in love again. Not that the love was ever gone, but I blocked it off, refused to be vulnerable because I was hurt too many times before. But having 6 months apart from my ex, made me learn alot about myself. I’ve been struggling with Bipolar and eating disorders, and I kept feeding on that instead of my relationship with him, I realized how amazing he really is, and even through my ugliest times (mental and physical) he has loved me. He makes me want to be a better person, a healthier person, a person who loves themselves, because once i love myself, it will be a breeze to love him and our relationship. We are giving it another try, and this time it feels different, it feels like it is going to work. I love him, I do, And shame on me for being so selfish to only realize this now.

My self-photo’s are now linked to my self tab on my blog :) Will be updating it for the next week.